neuromancer.

being a gurl is something. from crazy to hateful to suicidal to EXTREMELY CONTENT. in a one day rollercoaster. also i tried to be rational, but i cant be, so im booking flight to europe . because im itching and tossing like a panic stricken fishfish on dry land. i need the comfort of specific people and the charms of france and my mermaid island . as much as i foool myself into thinking i can go without. i cant i cant i cant. day 7 of my boy-fast, its going well. 3 more days and then i will be pure an detoxified. then i can start fresh . with the one i wanted all along.. xxxxxxxx nee never never no no.