well. .

IN DETROIT. 6 am. its 6 am. and im in detroit. WELL WELL. yeah. ive been a huntresssssss of cash since i comes back from chic ago. theres money to be made. mother burned my phone chip. thus. i have the VAST FREEDOMs of being without a cellaphone. WHAT A COMFORT. cannot expresssssssssss it enough. and with words. getting a sexy new job. and and and . my phonebill may be close to a 1000 bucks. hence why it was taken away from me. i know no limits. APPARENTLY. but love is expensive kids. . and thus. i return to recluse land . and revel in my antisocial state. ksssssssssss

I ONLY WANT YOU.

LUXX show.! DELUXE dance moves. only the best of the best people came to kAnoodle with me. OFFF TO CHICAGO MADDAFAKKKAAZ

advice #1 . dont do it.

IF YOU LOVE ME, IF YOU HATE ME, COME TO MY BIRTHDAY PARTY . AND PROBABLY THE LAST GLUXX SHOW EVER. @ CHERRY COLAS THURSDAY SEP 22. FOR FUCKING FREE.
BRING CUPCAKES IF YOU DO ACTUALLY LIKE ME. that will put the light in my eyes a little more. and i will make you the star of the night. // after this whole affair im off to chicago for a long time. after that WHO KNOWS. where ill go.......i am turning more bavarian for shure. PIECE BY PIECE. ALSO there were times i got stung by a scorpion, got pinched by crabs, in multiples. I AM IN LOVE WITH A CRAB. so its okay. fell of a cliff, scraped my legs full of blood. and i have a new lady love.

the island of cats and naked ladies.

ta ta ta.

airplanes. bat asked me if i get butterflies. ha. only about you bat. otherwise NONE give me any flying sensations at all. sooooooooooooo happy i dont hve to take the bus to the mediterran.......... bmw style roadtrips. with my lieblings menschen. and thus island solo, as i methodically removed any interference between me, and the bamboo and the sea. except for maybe some mystical local creatures. the nee hate list is growing every year. or it renews itself. its ALRIGHT. evidently doing something right. fleee fla flowww in the wind with sun in the fun. xoxoxooxoxo

you can be my treat. if you be descreet off the street, throwing back the window seat

who cares who cares who cares.
Caffeine Cobra King by goldieLUXX
goldie luxx cd release party sep. 22 cherry colas. toronto , canada

september will be magical.

THE BATMANZ and i baby bunnnnnnnnnnnn we saw shadow people watching us. this is creeeeeeeeepy. we keep doors open when we shower and shout and talk at each other to calm the nerves. the flickering lights and such are also not helpful. the partypeople drank all our fancy wine. we were peeeeeeeved. back in toronto someone dared to touch nee traumas amp and thus it is not happy and not working anymore. only adele and nee are allowed to touch it. i went bonkers yesterday and accused everyone under the sunnnnnnnnnn. well in my reach. i also must reallly like V. for i turn down all kinds of advances and offers for the sake of being loyal. vacation in 10 days could not come sooon enough. im ready for island magic. so frazzled. i dont want to be a monster and i dont want to be mean and i dont want to be vengeful. these are things that i was and that i no longer hold interest in. just wanna cruize..........in teh september i will swimmmm in the seas, there will be gluxx cd release. neez birthday funz and batman time deluxxx. appropriate.+new jam space for the kittens.

a lethargic child is a servant to the beast

OH boy, time to see a doctor. something strange in neeland . it could be the devil, it could be batman. i dont know I DONT KNOW. this is vomitttt material . i also have been cheating on this blog. yes i have another. cuz my new band is a shiny thrill . the weird thing is that i and suzey have the most parallel lives ever. two potential daddys. no crotch santa for a long time. what is up. ive been punching my tummy all day. and no santa still. the good news is that i have watermelon to console me right now, and that im going to see mister bat on thursday. also gluxx record is done, needs a good mix shake . and adele met the blackhearts today which is so weird on so many levels.. as she was joan jett last halloween with me as bumble nee, and grant at the rehearsal factory refers to us as the runaways. so thus its fucking cool . i made peace with more enemies and this gives me a sense of peace. ODDDLY.

its like he was designed with me in mind.

blahhhhh. cravings. lazy but have to do some mid summer cleaning , nd im talking soul cleaning. bad people have to go. so good ones can come in. HOW amazing to run into my birthday twin dave yesterday. he knows what its like for a one of our kind. hes a lot like a nee. realy its eeery. his show was a hoot . i must sit down in a think tank and decide what to do with all the extra baggage type of people. its like they are piling up, and i cant remember what purpose exactly they serve in my this here life . goodbye amy. my black woman doppelganger. .i too choose the moment and i despise the consequences... i deny their existance. actually i get straight up mad when they look me in the eye and want to be acknowledged . i dream of flying in boats and running people over as i land on water. not on purpose.. but swimmers stupid swimmers, and myw ater steering seems to be not as good as my cloud steering. and then cats jump at me. and i let them in . and pet them.. and then all of a sudden theres too many cats in my boat and they all brood due to major attention lack. it is trying to tell me something . i choose the one with the best tail. cant wait now i really cant. x-ing off the days with elvis.

beach and bamboooo. and not one of you..

ottawah cancelled. due to dramatique circumstances. and booooolsheeet. the ex ex x dog is ruining my boy detox. enticing invitations from chicago. and OH. my horror, i have to wait 6 weeks. UNTILl. magic island time. a mystical island this time. no cars no nightclubs, no paved roads. just mishka in a castle. and a population of a less than 100 locals. this is going to be JUUUUUUICY. im currently in vacation mode. as im vacationing in aunty vesnas house. as in house sitting. mother is also in europe. im perplexed as to what on earth is going on. well either way. im instinct fueled against everyone. except my dead does jam sessions. they keep me kicking. when the big cash comes in im getting my private jet and sparkle drum kit. a pet cougar and many husbands

i wasnt counting on your shallow

people fear me. i dont know why. people stare at me . i thiink i know why. people talk at me. i dont listen.. i dont care . if i did talk back id tell you that you ARE WRONG. and we are nothing alike. montreal was fun. some good. some bad. drama kings trying to outshine me at what i do best. a pooor attempt at least.

goldie luxx

LIVE IN MONTREAL thursday, june 30th. @ casa del popolo. early show. worth every kitten killed. new album almost finito.

neuromancer.

being a gurl is something. from crazy to hateful to suicidal to EXTREMELY CONTENT. in a one day rollercoaster. also i tried to be rational, but i cant be, so im booking flight to europe . because im itching and tossing like a panic stricken fishfish on dry land. i need the comfort of specific people and the charms of france and my mermaid island . as much as i foool myself into thinking i can go without. i cant i cant i cant. day 7 of my boy-fast, its going well. 3 more days and then i will be pure an detoxified. then i can start fresh . with the one i wanted all along.. xxxxxxxx nee never never no no.

ma ne volis ti mene.

ALLL GUITARS FOR GLUXXX DONE. THATS A WRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. BASS FRIDAY AND THEN VOXXXXXXXX. i went a little crazy. but it works out for everyone.

ACH DU LIEBER!!!

menthol smoke chimnee.. missed the entire tombs set, cuz of course i had to flirt with theEEE italians. . pleasantly broody. THE NEUROSIS GUYS PLAYED played, n i played vanity games, n applied lipstick to impress the 3-4 gurls at the show, with my mega pout. duh. SUCH TXTING wars, dramaaaarooons. real action drama too. VERGING ON ACTUAL FIST FIGHT FIGHT. what else is not new, im a homewrecker of the finest sort. litzi was ready to pull some hair and fight the fight with me. UP TILL 5 AM. entertained by THEEEE precious little prize. oh oh oh .

NOT TOO MODERN.

sangria and gurl jammin . sooosooo pleased. shakin my bones . dooms day weather and we frolicked at the park and looked at squirrels all day. panty shots ,belly shots. what next . oh boys ... stick to whats bad, i mean goood for me . OUR BAND NAME IS A RIDDLE . Nee =sex / deep,,Adele = drugs /dead AND Litzi = Rock n roll /doe. HELLO.. anti hipster music.

i want far away. i want your way.

I WROTE HER A SONG. FOR I AVENGE HER PAIN. I LOVE HER SO.

MY GIRL BAND DELUXE.

the road is my only friend.

no batman pix for nobody. because HE IS my secret treasure. kevin is such an annoying monkey, thoo i do love to irritate him. LITZIIII mitzii is a baby cat. im so glad she met me, becuase no one is allowed to ever mess with her again ever.the boy she went to see in chicago turned out to be a LAME . so i will destroy him . the fucking worm. KING BUZZO However recognized my stalker face and waved at me. that was precious. i was expecting another deep scorpio stare from dale, but he didnt get a chance. good heavens. so much bizz to take care of this week. i also have to buy the sleep at the sleep store.

drama king kevin and my baby litzi

my hot bassista kitten

mon leggeur

chicago go //more pix when i feel like it.

Engulf me, Gotham city.

much neeeded change of scenery. Melvins in Wicker Park, bbq with dustin and yellow dog, drama with kevin, giggles with litzi. wedging at the hyatt. and most of all BEING SAVED. by batman hiimself. i love you chicago go go go.

dear god who art in heaven

please let the world end tomorrow. i cant take it anymore. make it stop.

you could have been my king.

quite the emotional adjustments this week. you in the lowest drawer..fornow or forever. not sure, and the old out of the midde drawer, back to regular . although intense and delicious and WRONG as always. new band with alitzi is so delish. except all the drummers i auditioned sucked, so i willll sit on the throne , all four four fours. after middle drawer and i hung out 2 nights ago some asstool followed me home and was wailing topless in tight pants in front my door. making animal sounds , growling and laughing maniacally tryin tokick my doorr in at 4 am . the police doesnt even care that he now knows where i live and all. OOOHHKAY must make me a PEPPER SPRAY . i made up with almost everyone. on the full moon of the scorpio. i must be a secret scorpio but in reverse. amazing.

notes to self.

1. avoid people who make you twitch neurotically. including papa, X's, certain hysteria prone individuals. 2. dont try to quit anything cold turkey. its alot harder. pace pace pace yourself. 3. burning bridges is ok if you know how to swim. 4. you are always right no matter what. IT HAS BEEN PROVEN over and over. 5. look back if you have to, but wear goggles and protective clothing. 6. SLEEP TILL NOON AND FUCK EM ALL.

ILL COVER YOU IN ORNAMENTS OF GOLD.

you live your life like a page from the book of my fantasy.

I found these 2009 photos by fluke today in the intranet.. thats MFC in double drummer seasons, and PETER my heart (RIP) who was having the biggest fun ever and tossing chairs in the air like ballooons while we played. ohhhhhhh i heartattacked when i saw. . sigh.

FUTURE DAYS.

the shipp sunkk and i swimm swimm //nevermind the sharks, i swimm to shore. teh whirlpool sucked all my friends in. they werent friends anyway. NOTHING tooooo special that cant be replaced . and such. the focus has shifted. kill the actor, kill the mind. just a figment . little fish in the tank. i must wear all the keys around my neck. @ all times. maybe i was opening the wrong doooors??????????????? why else are they all lost . maybe i am. i love new things now. old things are only getting older

theres just that one burning question..............

G.Luxx art from germany. thnx Christoffff. i made such creative kitchen efforts today. turkish coffee latte honey brew. and my japanese lunch dinner dish. i am a superfish. xoooxooxoxo so much fun with my boiz . bitchin gin drinkin and dance dancing. like this.

Nee tu sei qualcosa di magico...

tell me more tell me more. going to meet with my ex lover later and this and that. drinking with fluffy friends tonight under radioactive cLOWds. i have such toxic dreams. im overwhelmed by missed connections and mixed messages. its really all so beautiful swirling in my brain like plum brandy and hot cherries with chocolate. songs i burried due to their EVIL CONTENT, are coming back with determination and a fresh drive. leaveburried or take out for a dance . Je ne sais pas mon cherie il est trop compliqué.

GOLDIE LUXX @ CHERRY COLAS APRIL 13 FREE

second hand reasons for a second hand you.

one little suicide and two deaths.first hand. a bit much for a week . end . and how dare you haarp the japanese you filthy fucks. upset. on the other side of the happy planet, ME. as moth to a flame. but a rather weak flame. for distraction. for entertainment. bam. how can you be jealous of my vanity? silly gus. but how can you not . im beginning to understand your suffering .

are you still dying, darling?

we decorated the bride like a xmas tree. it was my job as best woman. and i did reallllly reallly well. i had to not lose the rings and hold the flowers and was told to stand behind her..and i suspect secretly was supposed to catch her if she fainted.. thus i maarriied her off to be a marry merry loveberry ! then i hung with Dee. cuz i really reallly wanted to. . we went to a bad show . mixed trash. peoples ran into me and spilled their watery driink on my boobles. that was exciting. i love intentional bitchyness.. i also ran into the broken record that keeps torturing me with the same boring song whenever we meet. i love him a little for the effort, but not enough for anything else . i love the ladygirl that paints the morbid pictures. the eric was my prince cuz i really really really did not love dee's friends at sneaky dee's.cabbed and drunk dialed all the way home. like a happy sailor.////// i neeed to be what you hate me to be. sorrrrrrrry

your money is no good here.

one is Bloooooooooooming. or so one is told. and i can tell for so it feels. im writing a supppperrrrrrlong esssay. its exciting. except i lost my voice again and jamming helped my overalll health but not that part. also i wont say a single negative thing, because the wisest boytoy ever says really smart things to me that calm and control the . e. e anger. butanyway vesna finally moved into her own apartment . and i dont have to be an angerball of fits and injustice speeches ive grown tired of CONSTANT debates and conversations. re=reading the geneology of morals, cuz im having difficulties graspinggg the completeand utter LOSS of such . not just in specific fields or areas, although it simply $old its soul on a grand scale for human disquality. . but in general / a mouse with morals is RARE., and if i hang my coat up WHICH I NEVER do, what will i do/?? // speaking of nonfiction, Say Clifford E. Carnicom is a clever muffin looks like a wizard too but KNOWS! he knows!!!!!!!!! , stillll i am way ahead of him in mine own research. indubitably ///////// and thank you life for the simple pleasures.

dont call. cant fight. you stress out my vox box

fottto and viddy oh by paula capella
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